[Adverb] No

Is it still technically nostalgia if you're reflecting on recent memories?
Like. Let's say that you've recently been incredibly happy, and you're still glowing from the mere thought and memory: like time spent together, words exchanged, and just silly randomness.
That definitely still counts, I'm sure of it. And I'm certain it's not like some kind strange fondness for the recent past, it's more to do with hope for the future. Like. Hope that this silver bliss will continue. That it'll grow. That I'll stop being afraid. That I'll accept this happiness and not run from it because I'm too worried about being hurt, or that I'm concerned with not being independent or that I'll lose myself in the process of sharing my life with someone else. I've gotta stop dwelling on the possibility of not being able to accept that someone else could feel anything for me when I can't seem to feel anything for myself.
It's silly. To be thinking all of these things. But it's all I can think about right now.
I'm scared. And that's alright.
Because shared joy is double joy, shared sorrow is half a sorrow.
Totally worth it.