[Adverb] No

And so.
A decision has been made.
It's not a terrible development.
Well. It kind of is. But it's probably the best thing for the present. It's probably best for the future.
At any rate, it's what's happening.
And regardless of any lingering dejection, I'll deal.
It's not like everything's been changed. It's just that..well..everything's changed.
I can adapt.
I can exist in a different capacity.
I just refuse to throw away everything, or to forget what I've been through.
Nature exists as a duality of reciprocity. If one aspect of life is removed, so is its antithesis.
Without destruction, there can be no creation. Without death, there can be no life. Without cruelty, there can be no kindness.
This is fundamental.
This is universal.
This is what I believe.
This is the reason I can accept the possibility.
This is the reason I'm not completely wrecked.
Life is perfect in its imperfections and in its slights. It'd be boring otherwise.
So. Now. I'm changing reality to better suit my condition. I've invited solace over for some fondue and Chablis. I'm hoping it will suffice. If it doesn't, then I truly am too dramatic for my own good.
It's tough. It's wretched. It's upsetting.
It's not impossible.
I can do anything. I'm amazing. Everybody knows it. And even if somebody thought they could deny it, they wouldn't. Doing so is both illogical and foolish.
I know those words don't seem quite fitting. They make it seem like I'm unaffected. I'm not. I'm quite affected.
But it's not like there's nothing left. Things can't just disappear. They just change form. Adapting and accepting a new form is a compulsory part of life. It's the perfect solution. I'm flexible. I can deal.
It's not the same, anymore.
But it's not gone.
It's still here, only different.
I'm too smart to argue with perfection.
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